Once a month on our blog, we feature Q&A’s with Rhyll Croshaw. This content was originally found on our sister site, rhyllrecovery.com, but will now be a part of our Women’s Discussion here.
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The Story of Emily Woodmansee
At this time of year, I am often reminded of the strength and courage of the pioneers who settled the west. My great grandfather walked across the plains shoeless with a hand cart company when he 13 years old. I am reminded that I come from hardy, resilient stock.
A few weeks ago I discovered a story of another pioneer named Emily Hill Woodmansee. She and her sisters determined to come from England and worked for 4 years to earn enough money to come to the West. During her handcart experience, Emily walked the entire way through dirt, then mud, then snow. She helped not only her sister to survive the journey, but also a widow and her 5 children who were assigned to Emily for help. She and the rest of the company were saved in a frozen and famished state by a rescue party.
One of the rescuers rode into the camp on horseback and noticed Emily, who he had met earlier in England. He wept at her condition but had little to offer except the hope that help was coming. However, he carried an onion in his pocket which he handed to her. Emily was in a starving condition but she knew of another man in the company worse off and she gave the onion to that man- which act he credited as saving his life.
Emily and her sister made it to Utah despite incredible and indescribable hardship. Emily married and her husband later abandoned her and her child. She wrote that abandonment made all her previous suffering look like “child’s play.” After the abandonment of her husband her home was foreclosed on.
As I read this story about Emily Woodmansee, I was struck by her description that the abandonment of her husband had made all the previous suffering in her life look like “child’s play.” I think of the hundreds, even thousands of women who are being abandoned emotionally and even physically by men who are caught in the web of destruction of pornography. And I recognize that that abandonment is not an easy trial to recover from.
The trauma of living with or having lived with someone who has abandoned and betrayed us is very deep and needs serious attention. Those who are in the “helping” community, friends, family, spiritual leaders, therapists, as well as the traumatized woman need to understand the serious nature of this trauma.
For those of us who have been abandoned in any of these ways, there is a time for grieving, anger, and acknowledging the wrongs done to us. However, for those of us who want to come out of this trial stronger, we do not want to stay as a victim of that abandonment. Instead, we have an opportunity to use our life’s experiences, hard as they may be, to become stronger, more capable, and available for true loving relationship.
As for Emily, she remarried and had 8 children, and died stalwart in her faith. Emily Woodmansee is the author of the LDS hymn “As Sisters in Zion.”
“The errand of angels is given to women. And this is a gift that as sisters we claim. To do whatsoever is gentle and human, to cheer and to bless in humanity’s name.”
“How vast is our purpose, how broad is our mission. If we but fulfill it in spirit and deed. Oh not but the spirit’s divinest tuition can give us the wisdom to truly succeed.”
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